Finally, some time to update!(:

B.F.F is totally awesome<3

(:
my dear BFF! I know few of you are in pain of losing a dear relationship, and listening to them makes me sad, angry and hurt at the same time.. Just wanna say no matter what happens I'll always stand by you kaes, please know that.(:

Stay strong and you will be able to get it out of yr head soon ohkay? And all this while I'll be with you(:
Love.


Enjoyed much at Cheryl Baby's birthday party!:D thanks for the invitation babe!<3 happy birthday!:D:D
























<33 THEM ALL!:D

Next is WORK!:D <3
LOVE DICKIES, LEVIS, LEE COOPER & LEE!(:




hehe! Horny baby LOL :P
















((((((((((((((:
don't smoke so much leh all of you zzz >< I'm not a small kid telling you guys not to smoke.. Just LESSER will make me happy. It's (n) that's why I don't want you all smoke so much kaes..
today is the last day of my work, I have resigned. thanks guys for staying back to accompany me, chatting and smoking. I appreciate it, especially in wei who still have to go back JB so late at night. :\ THANKS(: will go back visit you guys whenever I have the time to, love(:


Too long I've been afraid of, losing love I guess I've lost,
Well if that's love it comes at much too high a cost.

&JAYEL-

Don't try to make me waver, because I won't.
Don't ask me why, because I just know it.


&JAYEL-

P.S practiced my vocals today. Felt so awesome.

It really works when you know what you want and what you don't.

so she says "Way to go."

&JAYEL-

Decided on genre of our REMT song with min and nick today.

"What kind of songs you wanna sing?" I have no idea D:
What kind of songs would I sing with a lot of passion? hehe. I'd do my best to bring out every emotion in whatever song we decide to do.

I'm a rather passive person, and as min min said, I think we all are LOL XD
I don't mind Taylor Swift songs like "You're Not Sorry", "You Belong With Me", "Breathe"or Avril Lavigne songs..? Actually almost everything is fine by me :P

Just realized today that many other groups have either finished composing their songs or are halfway through D: that's fast, but a good sign. Bad to leave work to last minute. Hope our group work really well together when sk comes back from his swollen lips LOL, since we already think in sync (HAHAH yes min and nick and I)! And yes, finally this saturday and sunday would be last 2 days working while studying. This way I'll have more time to study Music Theory, practice keyboard, and of course, practice my vocals.(:

Note to self: I must stop killing my own voice.

Anyway, I'm so grateful to Erica and Michael who are so kind to give us retest on keyboard skills. Seriously, I need to practice like fcuk this time, I wanna do well dammit!!

And I wanna say thank you to friends like min and stanley and those who always cares about me! <3

Am feeling kinda productive today!(:
So I'm gonna go do work now! and i'm gonna try hard to isolate myself from FB from now on. - so distracting! *shakes head* but not Glee though, it's cool!(:


All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances everytime
And all you do is let me down

You don't have to call, anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
You can tell me that you're sorry
but I don't believe you like I did, before

&JAYEL-

FUCKING STRESSED NOW. you know what stress is? no I do not have time to tell you go check the dictionary yourself.

I'm gonna try to cut down on the amount of vulgarities I use, it's escalating LOL
*go away vulgarities!*

&JAYEL-

P.S. vivo today was awesome(: love you guys<3

WORK.

Today during lunch Ain and I contemplated and executed something evil. accumulated some bad karma i guess. D: hehe! and she forgot her lighter and I said she was destined not to smoke at that time but she didn't heed my words *emo*

Going for afternoon class tmr which makes me so so happy just thinking about it. SO AWESOME(Y)! can't wait for 2012. some positive and negative reviews from different friends. subjective aye.(:

SO HAPPY although still abit sick, but confident that will recover by tmr and the thought of sleeping late.. :D:D!

Work ended at 10pm and didn't meet Diona Dear for supper cause I actually going for morning class but come home online then they all tell me changed alr D: MISS HER<3!

"I'm asking: What can I save? When my future is dying in front of my eyes.."

-the Gazette

&JAYEL-

My voice is getting husky, probably cause of me being sick for so long. My voice is a lil hoarse when I sing. No idea whether is good or not. worried.

&JAYEL-

They're super awesome.(:

Work today; work tomorrow..

I have concluded that...

&JAYEL-
edit: thanks del, daryl and bruce for dropping by having my meals with me.(:

Thanks Serene baby, Min min, BB darling and WLL love<3

I was really sick today, missed the first lesson but decided that I don't wanna stay at home alone. So went for music theory (i was late btw, James was probably damn pissed), asked min min some things I dk.. hahah.. even when Ronnie saw me in the morning, he asked "Jialing are you ohkay? You look.. sick" or smth like that. hahah my lecturer so caring and observant right(:

Class ended at 12pm and there's nth I can say other than FML cause korean class is at 5.30pm.. Min kept telling me I should see a doctor but I keep saying don't want.. >.< I don't like doctors.. >< Met up with Cheryl baby and Serene baby for lunch, big head Wei ern came after his class ended. After lunch went K@Moberly with cheryl to find Parting darling, Del, Daryl, and "unfriendly", zhenli and bruce sleeping inside LOL..

Regreted so much not bringing my macbook (wanted to bring so much but scared later i faint it drop on my toe again..), felt damn sick during sit in class for acoustical science.. listened to songs until it made my head throb ))): thought that maybe playing game would bring my attention to the game and not the pain, but didn't get to play either.. Felt so down down down I couldn't make myself wait to attend korean class anymore ))))))))))):

Decided on movie with Leo and Caleb.. think both of them are rather (Y) friends.. laughed alot on the way to Cathay beside plaza sing.. although didn't get to watch the movie, I was feeling ohkay when around them.. when alone i feel so so emo.. )': maybe it's just the weather that's getting to me, or the thought of being alone when sick, I hope.

I feel so damn disappointed in you sometimes.

I will try hard to have a good weekend.(:

&JAYEL-

 
ipod classic. should I get the black or white one, i just can't decide! D:


Worked on Saturday, went Chris house with Glenn to study on Sunday. Thanks Chris you're awesome!! Thanks for making me do music theory, thanks for teaching me, I know I'm kinda dumb. :\

REMT practical and lecture today. Did double tracking and learned some Noise Gate and limiter thingy O.O
Met up with WLL after school!<3 missed her so much!:D:D

I swear I have lousy photography skills. LOL
 
I don't want to come to a point whereby it hurts to think of you..

&JAYEL-

Today marks the day i gave my first kiss away.. to Alexia Dearest XD we were kissing through the air when Daniel suddenly pushed our heads together and I was super shocked O.O screamed, cause it was my first kiss..
 
Today was an awesome day with an awesome schdule. Keyboard skills with Michael Tan, DMIT Fiesta, LAN Gaming event.
 
But today was also a perfect day for sadness and heartbreaks. )': I have no idea what I can do for them except to love them all that I can, and listen to them with all my heart. Never thought I would be writing such stuffs of my blog but...
 
Serene Baby, I can understand what you're going through.. Please stay strong and know that I'll always be here for you. <3
 
Alexia Dearest, stay the way you are, cute, bubbly and upbeat. Cause I'll never want to see you sad again.(:
 
Emily Dear, please cheer up, I can understand what's going on too, and I hope I can do more than just listening to help..(: Don't worry, I'll always be here!(:

I enjoyed the loads and loads of listening and talking today.. I love you all.<3




After hearing so much today, I now fear even more.

&JAYEL-

Whenever I listen to 준수, It's as though I can see the image of him singing, and his voice reaches to the deepest of my emotions.

I want to sing like him.



It's raining today. I walked home in the rain, again. Good thing I decided to wear long-sleeved top today.
Thanks dear I love the pink angel. (:

Don't ever let slip of what you have, cause you'll come to regret it.

 

Having MIDI lesson now. Ear Training later. But i can't wait to go back already. Meeting Dear later, and after going home I hope I can read my book.


When you don't know what to do, rely on someone who cares.

&JAYEL-

Read my wretch blog a little.
Reminded me of many stuffs
Reminded me of myself

The JAYEL that I was, the JAYEL that I am.

Where is it now


I just lost myself, and I can't find it

What happens next?

&JAYEL-

CRITICAL ACCLAIM IS AWESOME!:D

I forgot to upload photo booth pictures taken with BB and Pei during Korean class! XD
송생님 미안해!! :P


















^ ohkay, end of camwhoring session..


Again, once again, I'm back to working at cwp. Overall, it's rather enjoyable.(:

Although I met several weird customers, one showed me his crotch, the other showed me his boxers, some customers just stare at me like O.O and I'm like -.-   As usual, cant sit down, i stand and run around for like 8 or 9 hours straight. Plenty of muscle training i guess. Work is ohkay.

It's just that, somehow I feel that some things have changed, some people I used to work with aren't there anymore.. Like Fiz Darling.. Rizal, Felicia, Tini, Zulfan, Steven, Ah Wei, Michelle.. Working now is ohkay. I don't know. I'm just feeling super nostalgic, forgive me for that.

Some things remain the same, Wendy is still lively and awesome as ever, Mei Hwa Jie, Jet, Yvonne.. There's a new supervisor though. And there's a new full-timer for Dickies - Ain, she's really cute!((((((: i love listening to her stories. <3

I can't explain what I am feeling now. And I completely cannot comprehend your actions.

&JAYEL-

Pictures I promised!





^ HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHH:D:D

Fairly awesome day, absolutely awesome night!:D <3 Jammed with leo and ahliang today!(((: and thanks Min, Sk, Glenn and Chris (realise how Min Sk Glenn make up MSG?? ._. and all of us can make up.. MSGJC? or.. JCMSG? HAHAH which is nicer, sounds a lil weird, ain't?) for waiting for me to end class at 7.30pm.(:

I'm deeply touched and sorry for making Min and Sk want to murder each other out of boredom LOL XD went to city hall, marina square for dinner! then slacked outside esplanade where there's a really pretty night view! Me like!:D <3

Enjoyed korean class today very much!(((: SO glad that BaBii Darling likes the presents I gave her. Pei loved it and asked me to make one photo collage for her too! HAHAH XD BB Darling's gonna make the baby tiger i gave her into a ring with her gluegun! So cool!:D

Feeling so super tired today, took the last train home, and considering that there's work tomorrow, I shall talk less and just posts more pics:D hmm but cause glenn spammed too much random photos today, i seriously don't have sufficient energy to upload them, even 20% of them XD so i'll leave it to the next post yeahh?

It's so funny I was the only one who didn't scream at glenn for spamming pics LOL cause I thought it'll be really interesting to see what he actually took.(: Min was like, "I'm going to strangle you if you do that one more time!" and Sk was like, "Ehh glenn do it one more time." Min: "I'll just slap you too." Sk: "Actually I wanted to see you strangle glenn cause you always say you'll strangle me but you never did it once." ... -.- LOL

Ohkay, shall go to sleep now!(((((: goodnights people~

Dk why but I kinda liked today.<3

Love, &JAYEL-

omg i have this sudden realization that I forgot to post about min's birthday! D:

that fateful day, which was exactly one week ago on 22nd October, was the birthday surprise that sk and i planned!:D We went orchard and dhoby ghaut the previous day hoping to find the cake she likes from Secret Recipe but they didn't have it. ): and Swensens ice cream cake couldn't last long enough for us to bring it home and to school tmr >.<

The next day I wanted to be one of us to go out get cake for her, but then sk and veevee forbade me to do it they wanted me to distract her.. zzz how to.. I'm quite bad at this and when she kept saying "Are we going to go now?" and "Ohkay let's go" I was completely O.O plus D: plus NOOOOOOOO! Then purposely delayed time to let sk and mel get back on time with the cake XD

Glad that min was happy with it and I gave her the card I madeeeee:D Rilakkuma ftw!(: and sk gave her a card written in morse code which was like O.O, and hence sparked off the morse code craze LOL

 

So, do you still wanna be an early bird

 

"I am important too."

One of the lines that really got me. from "My Sister's Keeper". It's really an awesome movie, touching and somewhat inspiring for me, would have missed out much if I didn't watch it. D:

Anyway, there's this guy in the movie named Taylor which we thought looked great. I really like his eyes.(: